Showing posts with label Sketches. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sketches. Show all posts

Friday, October 11, 2013

A Legacy (Maybe)

               Some 15 years ago or so, a kid was hit by a truck. His mother, as usual, went to drop her two youngest sons’ to the school that morning. The school was nearby and it was an exam time. She had told them to wait for her to pick them up later. But that day, somehow, the youngest son finishes his exam early and decides to head back home with some of his friends. A cross over the road and everything became so fast after that. It was like within a blink of an eye.
 
             The truck had hit the left leg, from thigh below, very severe; leaving the little skin that remained hanging. The right leg was also hit but not as severe as the left. People who became the witness of the after effects at the accident spot would later say, “Pieces of fats, muscles, skin and blood were splattered all over the road.” But on that eventful day, the truck driver did something out of usual. Instead of running away, he stop the struck, got out of it, took off his shirt and wrapped it around the kid injured legs, pick the kid up and ran on foot with the kid to the nearest hospital.

             It was a very small village hospital and when the kid mother arrived, they told her to take the kid to the nearest town hospital ASAP because the kid had lost too much blood and there wasn’t much they could do for him. A three hour drive with an unconscious kid and a crying mother, the ambulance finally arrived at the city hospital but was refused to admit because the hospital authority didn’t want to handle a case of an accident death with the cops. It was too much of a mess for them and they knew it was too late for the kid. You don’t want to be the mother at that point of time. She was holding her almost death son and she couldn’t do anything except shed silent tears and beg.

               A few minutes or maybe even hours later (no one really remember now) and after maybe hundreds of outgoing calls, a nurse intervene and the kid was admitted. It was a day off for that nurse and she was bound for a holiday or something like that, until she got that call and headed back to the hospital. Somehow she happened to have known the kid family a long time back, who knows how.

             Three months, seven major surgeries and who knows how many minor surgeries later, the kid was finally out of hospital. Now even the kid hardly remembers anything. When ask, he thinks he remember some pain when they had to do his wound dressings and that’s it.

             Oh by the way, I was telling the story of my little brother. He must be a little over seven when that incident happened. Now only some scar remains and he has grown so much bigger than me. He also likes to pain and when we were a little younger, I use to buy him colors and stuff. So a few weeks ago, he uploaded a picture of himself painting, on Facebook and it made me so proud of him. After all I was not a very bad impression at all huh? Ahahaha…Yes that’s him and I thought he deserves an introduction.


Last Word: Sorry, I had to tell you such a story today. I didn’t intend to. But yes, I did intentionally avoided going into the details of what happened at that time and why it became one of the most important chapter in our lives, especially for my father. Maybe, someday I will or maybe not. By the way, I added a new page on my site for sketches. Some I did when I was in college and others for a T-Shirt project which didn’t work out well for whatever reason. So if you get time, do check them out.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

The Indian Art Scene and Me

             Here in India, if you are very rich or famous, you are a famous artist the day you decide to become one, don’t really have to be talented or skilled in the felid. It’s by default. I hate things default. Oh wait!!! I just happen realized that trend is almost everywhere and not just here in India, right??? Now comes the real interesting part of what goes inside the art scene down here. You might get shocked and I am not responsible for any heart attack...ahahaha...
 
          So some few months ago, me and roommate did submitted a few proposals to some government art galleries here for possible exhibition/s (oh!!! by the way my roomie is also an artist and he does very good portraits). As expected, on their website there are certain guidelines or condition that one has to fulfill to be able to exhibit in these galleries and we were pretty sure we met all their requirements. Well and good. Now after 7 months we haven’t even heard a word from them yet, not even an email. So, we decided to do a little follow back. Three months ago, we went to their office to realize that no one even had a clue whatsoever and told us to wait a few more months. So we wait, now it’s on the 7th+ month. A few days ago, we went back to the office again and found out that the status had not change since the last time we went there; no one has a clue. Now after a few ask around, we came to realize that some people had applied some 6 years ago and hasn’t heard a word since.

             No, it’s not that there are too many applications out here for them to accommodate for another exhibition. The people who are exhibiting here are doing exhibits over and over again with a few months gap. The fact is, the only person who gets their applications approved are either already famous artist, in which case they just have to fill the same application for we filled and get the space for next month, or you are related to some political background who can make a few calls and get the paper signed. Wow!!! Now that’s encouraging.

          The really interesting thing going down here in the art scene is, like every other country, India also has government bodies specially dedicated to art and culture who is supposed to be promoting Indian art to the world at large and give platform to new and emerging artist. But the sad story is; it’s all run by the political biggies who don’t even own a single piece of art at home, leave alone understand art. Now you get the picture. It’s a shame because that’s what they do here exactly in the field of sports. Here movie stars are given the honor to run the torch in any major sporting events; it’s more glamorous you see…lol…

          Now where does that leave an artist like me? Private galleries or Art Fair’s or private shows.

             What goes inside the private galleries is even worst then what’s happening with the government galleries. With government gallery, if you are one lucky son of a b**ch, they don’t charge any renting fees or whatsoever, but with the private galleries, you have to pay for renting there galleries plus anywhere between 40-60% commissions from any sales. Honestly, I think it’s better to buy your own house then renting one of these private galleries for a month and rent out the house for your monthly income. Or what they usually do is, they have their own collections and that’s what they showcase and sells.

             Unlike the rest of the world, Art Fairs in India is a b**ch. We have almost none throughout the year. The only two I know is “The Indian Art Fair” (which is the biggest and only names get to showcase their works here) and “The United Art Fair”. The second one is even more interesting because of the fact that their motto was to showcase only emerging artist and totally run by artist, well that’s what they say on papers. Some 18 months ago I started following them after concluding their first fair which according to newspapers was successful in showcasing many emerging artist to the world. So, I was hoping that maybe these year, I will apply when they starts accepting applications and hope for the best. So one fine day it came out on newspaper about them starting accepting applications. I was excited and decided to pay a visit on their website. This was what happened; there was no application form anywhere. They only flash the advertisement on their homepage that they were accepting applications (just playing their game of abiding by the government order of “Right to Information”). I thought it was just a system glitch, so I check back the next day to realize that the application was close and all filled. I wrote a few emails and never got any reply, so I gave up. What was even more shocking was that, the people line up in their organizing committee are all f**king politicians.

          Yes the only option for now is, organize a few private exhibitions and hope for the best just like the last time we did. But sometimes it’s very hard to get a place big enough fit our purpose and at cheaper rates and it can be real tiresome. Last time we did, I didn’t get to sleep for over a week and after the show, I look like a death zombie (now zombie is already really bad, but here I was a death zombie, now that’s the worst me you can get). I am not going into the details.

          Sorry, it’s been a bit of a long story now, but as you can see I am a little bit pissed off these days. And during my recent art studies/research; I did realize that with an exception for “Rabindranath Tagore” (first Noble Prize winner from India in literature), the rest of the big names in the Indian art scene never became a name in India. They all went abroad and became names and then came back to India. Now that’s motivating enough and Damn!!! Osama, the 9/11 incident, now it’s almost impossible to get a VISA to go anywhere else in the world unless you are from Europe or US or UK…F**KED…

Last word: By the way, I did those sketches when I was in college. I did many of them and I also lost many of them. Math can be boring and I needed something to do to keep me awake in class. Just don’t ask me, why all nude??? Ahahaha…

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Journey Unknown.....Or Maybe Not...!!!

          Its been a while since the last time I have written a post on my blog and I am really sorry if you one among many who follows my blog. Hope it doesn't continue this way in future, I admit, I am such a lazy a**. Anyway, here we are and I am doing good. Hope its the same at that end of yours too.

          Well, officially I haven't got much to share as I haven't done much lately. Four new paintings done and that's all, but unfortunately, I ain't posting those pics here (or anywhere) very soon or until my next exhibition. So, lets talk unofficially. In the mean time, so that you don't get bored with my crappy style of writing and also because, many of my friends wanted me to post it, I am posting some sketches of some T-Shirt designs that I have done recently for a fest. Consider it a Pro Bono project.

Girls T-Shirt Design 1
           First, I am an artist and that means I have to put in a lots of hard work within the boundaries of being alone for hours, to just come up with a piece of work. Its not a very fancy thing to fancy about. Sometimes its really very hard. Well, I am not complaining about it, but here is a rough picture of what it takes me to come up with a painting.

          What/How I do is, come up with a blur picture in my head (a time consuming process), then make a rough pencil blueprint of it on the canvas (sometimes this is really frustrating for me because of my very bad shaky hands), now make an under paints of it and decide what stays and what not, then the serious paintings and finally, the final touch. Sometimes a painting can take like a month and at times it just take 2/3 days. Well, that's when things goes right (which usually does) but at times things doesn't turn out the way I picture and that's when my mind is like, "why don't I just pick up a knife and tear the whole things into pieces" (I wish I could do that).

Girls T-Shirt Design 2
          Now, you are wondering why I wrote this. This maybe a little funny and to be honest, I really hate to talk about this. But lately, I started to feel that its kinda absolutely necessary for a struggling artist like myself to discuss this and set the message clear. Believe it or not, but lately many people (rather friends) had express their desire to own one of my works. This is supposed to be good right? Well, it's not when they wanted me to paint them for free.  Now I am kinda in a situation where I don't even want to pick the phone calls. Yes, the last exhibition was followed by a Cover Page by a magazine, two National Daily newspapers and some more local newspapers coverage and a TV channel broadcast. Since then, I have made a lot of new friends and also came in touch with a lot of old lost friends. Its a very good feeling and specially when they appreciate my art, but this doesn't mean that I can now stop paying the bills. At the end of the day I still have to pay my bills, eat my daily meal and survive. And when I say I am a struggling artist, I mean it. Why don't these people realize that this is my work and my livelihood, exactly like the way they go on to their daily work schedule. What would their answer be if I ask, "Can I take your one month paycheck because I really like your work?". Well, I hope now you get my point.

          Yes, I do free paintings but that's for charity purpose where I am supporting some genuine cause through some NGO's and will do so in future whenever or wherever I feel the need to. But please, yes please don't come and ask me to paint one for free for you. Just think about the price of a 250 ml tube of oil colors. Its anywhere between 300-500 bucks depending on the color for Christ Sake. Now let me not mention the price of brush, canvas, thinner etc.

Men's T-Shirt Design 1
          Well, that's about it and apart from that, recently me and some friends had decided to start an online business for online shopping and have been pretty much busy with the said business thingy. I should say, its going well on that side but as you know it, like any business, its in the initial stage and we are just hoping it works out well. For now its just investment and investment and advertisement , can't wait for the returns to happen...hahaha (Just kidding).

          As I said earlier, apart from the four paintings mentioned above, I did two more paintings but that's for charity purpose and I don't want to reveal much information on it. I prefer it that way. And one more painting as a gift to someone who has been very kind and help me and my friends a lot when we started out as an artist. Well, this person deserve it because where I came from, art is like a canyon in the desert and it has not been very easy for us in our journey, but this person has help us in reaching out to many people and also to our own people and it has been going good so far and we are so very much oblige.

Men's T-Shirt Design 2
          Apart from art and business thing, for sometime I have had some bad Insomnia bug caught up with me for over two months and did had some real frustrating times. Well, that's me every summer and I really wish this goes away from my body. But fortunately, today is the 8th day with proper sleep and so, I guess my mind is working perfectly good. Now, a little writing on the collection of short stories I am working on is what I plan to do along with the next art exhibition which me and my friends are planning and looking forward in the month of October/November if things work out the way we have planned. Please pray for us as were are meeting up a lot of people, advertising and also looking out for help from wherever possible. Some meetings has turned out to be very good but to be honest some of the meetings have really piss us off. I think that's the part of the game and there isn't much to complain about it for now. And yeah, I really miss my family these days. Its been over 6 months since the last time I met them and I really look forward to this Christmas to see them again. If you are from here, you know the reason why and if you aren't from here, then its just a long and boring story.

Men's T-Shirt Design 3
          And finally, these days I am also trying to save up some money as I am thinking of an art show back home from where I came from early next year.

          Its just a thought for now but I will talk more about it very soon. For now its better this thing stay in the dark because it will not make much sense to you right now if you aren't from around here (my place). And yes, I haven't wrote much about myself or where I came from to make things easier for you to understand. But these I will not do today, but I will very soon, I promise. Then you will understand what these lines really means to me or us. And oh...What do you think about these T-Shirts designs?

          And be blessed.